In the beginning...

Well it's not the beginning, it's just the start of my blog.  Sometimes in life you find positive people but most of the time you are surrounded by the opposite.  If you actually think about it most everyone is for "self", so why in the world would someone be totally for your growth.  We are looking for the wrong things in people, people are just like you and their main concern is "them".  A person's self interest will always trump the well being of another and if you find those few selfless people, you better hold on to them.  Last week I lost a person that I thought was for my goals of growth, but I have found out that the momentary feeling of bliss overshadowed the bigger picture.  All I can hear in the back of my head is her sigh, "I don't' care", but I do.  I'm rambling... I have not lost focus because of the situation, I just lost navigation, and it might seem like a small flaw but navigation can be the difference between life and death; just ask Christopher Columbus.  I will find my buoyancy soon but I must first find out one question.  Is it better to be everything to a few, or a little bit to everybody, or nothing to all?  I will to sit down and think about this for a little while so I can get Garmin back together again.

John Nash

One of the purposes of this blog is to help me not lose my expression. Everyday I am surrounded by stupidity and foul foundations.  Most of the time it's because of my creation other times it is just the nature around me.  I believe day by day I lose 0.001 IQ points and need to stimulate the 5% of brain that I use, so I think that this blog will help.  Are we all zombies to media and am I contributing to the downfall? Most likely the answer to both questions are yes.  But this is my way of balance, you have to find our own. Through life I have struggled on different question on how to live life. Should I be selfish or should I blindly help as much as people as possible? John Nash but this question to task using mathematics and says that doing both has the best results.  Let me tell you what I did today:

• I paid  $285 in salaries
• I paid  $215 in commissions
• I loaned a perfect stranger $30
• I gave a guy at the gas station $1.00 because he washed my windsheild

I could of most likely kept all that but my business' help other people make money.  Some days my payout is more than I take in personally, but it helps people live.  Maybe I'm following John Nash's theory and hopefully my life will garner the best results.